Some incomplete college essays

Endurance

My energy is waning, the lactic acid in my legs is exacerbating, and the masses are soundly sleeping. It is 5 am, just another typical start to the day during my junior year. To add context and elaborate I have added my typical schedule for the first semester of my junior year.
As you can see I am well acquainted with long yet productive days. Now, for the climax, I received a 4.0 this semester. So, what do I know about endurance?

I know the definition is the ability or strength to continue or last, especially despite fatigue, stress or other adverse conditions. I know experience is the only true way to know something. And I know that I endured a lot my junior year. But if your not yet convinced, read on.


Curious

Socrates, possibly a fictional or existing Greek philosopher, is depicted in literature as either ingenious or asinine. I propose the reason for these differing depictions come from how people react to his dialogue and questioning nature. Socrates would challenge all and I believe some took personal offense to this. A perfect example would be if I asked you. “how do you know you exist”. Many might consider this a stupid question and even become angry if I was to persist with more questions following their answer. I use this introduction not to self proclaim I am a young Socrates, but rather to enlighten you to my own nature. I love to ask questions and partake in inquiries not because I like offend people but because, like Socrates, I want to better understand the nature things. In other words, I am curious.
Yet, a self proclamation and a questioning nature does not definitively prove anything. Proving I am truly curious requires that I strictly adhere to the definition of the word, which is desiring knowledge. I will affirm my adherence to this definition by providing evidence in the form of examples.
One of my favorite ways to strengthen my base knowledge and improve my rhetoric has always been through dialogue. Before college my friends and I would spend hours shooting a basketball or playing ping pong while holding philosophical discussions about everything. I know the thought you have: all kids spend hours talking with their friends while hanging out. I want to stop you there. I can assure you that there were not many kids having the discussions we were. Our topics spanned the branches of philosophy, mathematics, physics, and etc. A few of are favorite subjects were quantum entanglement, world religions, and complex numbers. Now, how did we hold stimulating conversations on these topics? We read, we watched documentaries, and we would always push the limits of our high school teachers' knowledge.
I love dialogue as a way to learn, but when I went to college the only stimulating conversations I usually had were with professors. So I found another outlet to quench my inquisitive nature. I started to write, and more importantly I started to write in blogs and forums. This let me continue to explore and discover new things and when I needed more to write sophisticated prose I would scour the web, the school's library, or pick my professors' brains. Currently, I maintain a blog on philosophy and religion. I encourage you to take a look and add to the dialogue if you feel comfortable.
Lastly, I believe my applying to your program is proof of my curiosity. I am not like the majority of candidates trying to bolster their resumes for the work force. My intention after this program is to obtain a PhD and my intent for the program is strictly increasing my knowledge of the field. By definition I am curious.
In closing, I believe my curious nature has become evident and absolute. I live life with the intent to learn more. I use dialogue in a multitude of mediums and any and all resources to further my held knowledge. I only hope my curiosity can help guide me to the goal I seek, a PhD.


Shaping Vision

Life is perceived as an ordered set of events. These events can be effected or caused by chance. Yet there is another concept involved and that is the individual. The individual has the ability tho shape his own life and though he can not control everything; he is not powerless. He has free will, but free will is far from free. It comes at the price of effort and ability and sometimes will be trumped by chance, but you can not let that deter you. It is my will to further my education with the Fischer Specialized MA in Fiance. This choice is one of many choices that will help me reach my goal